February 2012
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Hell week it is. Actually, today is the only day that I panicked about schoolwork. Duh, I’m a lazy ass: I don’t worry about unnecessary shit. But, today, I realized that I have to comply with these stupid requirements just to get my clearance paper signed by the subject teachers and all — just so I could graduate.
At the first half of this day, I was worried about the doxology...
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Anonymous asked: How long have you and your boyfriend been together?
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Can there be a day wherein we aren’t talking about this? Can there still be a day wherein we’re talking about other random stuff and just having fun together? Because this is all we talk about every single fucking time — I’m sure you do know that. And every time I get mad, your sorry lines and sorry face will appear. That’s just how the routine goes anyway, right?...
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So, today, I didn’t go to school again… for the nth time this quarter. I feel so disappointed about myself. Why didn’t I go to school? Because I am that unhealthy. This morning, I couldn’t get out of bed. My head feels like bursting inside since yesterday, and when I try to breathe, I feel like something is piercing knives into my chest. I haven’t even told my mom...
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My Chemical Romance: If there's a place that I could be then I'd be another memory. Can I be the only hope for you? Because you're the only hope for me
Green Day: Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are
Blink 182: Are you afraid of being alone? Cause I am, I'm lost without you, are you afraid of leaving tonight? Cause I am, I'm lost without you
All Time Low: Your love is the barrel of a gun, so tell me, am I on the right end? I could be nothing but a memory to you, don't let this memory fade away
A Day To Remember: It's Monday morning and I would kill for a chance to drive. Get so far away from here with you my dear, that I'll never leave your side
The Maine: I'm sorry, I'm not what you wanted, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I let you down and I could use some poor excuse 'cause the hardest thing to say,it's the hardest thing to say in the world, I'm sorry
Nevershoutnever: I love you five times more than any boy from before, 'cause all they really cared about was whether you put out. And I truly believe, that this love could be.
Bring Me The Horizon: I won't give up on you, These scars won't tear us apart. So don't give up on me, it's not too late for us. And I'll save you from yourself
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe.
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Lypophrenia: a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause Drapetomania: an overwhelming urge to run away Escapism: a mental desire to retreat from unpleasant realities through fantasy Wanderlust: a desire to travel, to understand one’s very existence Dysania: the state of finding it difficult to get out of bed in the morning Sanctuary: a small safe place in a troubling world Metathesiophobia:...
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“Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be...”
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“These struggles with the natural character, the strong native bent of the heart, may seem futile and fruitless, but in the end they do good. They tend, however slightly, to give the actions, the conduct, that turn wich Reason approves, and whic Feeling, perharps, too ofter opposes: they certainly make a difference in the general tenor of a life, and certainly make a difference in the general...
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Anthrodynia
n. a state of exhaustion with how shitty people can be to each other, typically causing a countervailing sense of affection for all things that are sincere but not judgmental, are unabashedly joyful, or just are.
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“Pursue excellence, and success will follow, pants down.”
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My day in bullets: February 24, 2012
I woke up at around 8:30AM, got dressed and headed out to Allen’s house at 9. They all had breakfast first, then we practiced for our performance and whatsoever at Andee’s baptismal party or reception. I was actually the last to arrive at Allen’s house — as usual, mehehehe.
We went to the church at around 12:30PM for Andee’s baptism. While waiting for it to start,...
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Long time no see and post, tumblr.
After prom, as predicted and expected, we all got busy schedules, including me (duh)… until now. We have to cram/procrastinate for our projects and other school shit. Now, we’re still working on other projects and paperworks. Damn this.
Anyways… After the periodical test, which is on March 6 or something, we’ll be relaxing and just practicing for graduation. There...
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Hold onto this lullaby, even when the...
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As expected, this happens after prom...
Everyone will be cramming for their projects and other schoolwork, panicking. The same goes for me… I’m cramming right now. Oh lawd. After prom, everything just goes back to normal like nothing magical happened that night. Oh school. Anyways, I’ll just keep a list of the things that I should do here.
Music: Print the graduation song lyrics with the chords.
Music: Record the...
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The Beatles: And when I touch you I feel happy inside. It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.
Led Zeppelin: If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me. Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.
Guns n Roses: She's got a smile it seems to me. Reminds me of childhood memories. Where everything. Was as fresh as the bright blue sky. Now and then when I see her face. She takes me away to that special place.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, (yeah) you a, you a stupid hoe, you a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid), you a stupid hoe, you a, you a stupid hoe (stupid, stupid).
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This is the longest time that I've been shedding...
I’ve been crying since the last dance part of prom, which was between 11PM-12AM. I still continued to cry until I fell asleep at 3AM. Then when I woke up at 10AM, I started crying again until now, 9PM. So, I’ve been crying for 11 hours already.
I have swollen bloodshot eyes and they continue to swell. But they aren’t dry yet, apparently. Amazing, isn’t it? Oh, these...
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“Music is the one thing that has been consistently there for me. It hasn’t let me...”
– Jimmy Page (via shyofaspark)
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Anonymous asked: It's ok ate Donna. don't be sad na. ilang araw na lang ang highschool life, kaya cherish the moments :D
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I'm thankful for the people who stayed.
I’m thankful for the people who never left, no matter how stubborn, weird and stupid I am. It goes to show that they truly love me for who I am; being accepted by the ones you love will always be the most precious blessing. So, if you ever have friends or a significant other that has remained by your side and has never abandoned you because of whatsoever, never let them go. Because, for...
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It was just a joke... Why do you have to let it...
Yes, you didn’t give me a flower, and somebody else did. But I don’t give a fucking shit about receiving flowers from you or anyone else. It’s just a flower! It will die soon! You do know that I don’t need anything like that or other fancy things! What the actual fuck… It’s like you don’t know me at all.
It’s just a material thing. Why do you have...
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“It’s better not to want anything. That way, if it goes away or doesn’t happen,...”
– Step Up (via eletheowl)
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Me before I've started Drawing Something: Yes, I do believe I've improved at art and have developed my own style. Though I recognize that I still have a long way to go I feel confident in my artistic abilities. I am able to produce something I am truly proud of.
Me While Drawing: Oh... this isn't turning out exactly as I planned.
Me After Drawing: What the fuck is this. Piss on me. Fucking piss on me. But do it in the arctic so the piss freezes in mid air while you are pissing off a building so the piss turns to spears impale me with frozen urine and then shit on my butt corpse.
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Anonymous asked: Ooh. chill baby. It's part of a relationship. Wala namang relasyon na walang away ee. palipasin niyo lang. the next day, you'll just see your self wrapped in his arms again, your hands in his'. :)
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My prom day or night: February 17, 2012
It was fine, at first. I woke up really early (at around 9:30AM) just to get ready for it. I went to my cousin’s house for her to help me with my makeup and hair. Wore my gown at around 2PM, then had a photoshoot with my mom and cousin. Then finally, the frog arrived at my house to pick me up.
It was exciting at first — seeing the juniors and seniors wear their bonggacious gowns and...
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“Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to...”
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My day in bullets: February 16, 2012
It started off with me, trying to decide if I should go to school or just continue my beauty rest for the whole day. Eventually, I decided to go to school instead. Ugh. Story of my freaking life.
Instead of focusing on prom which is going to be held tomorrow… We only had class discussions, clearance discussions and many more. All academic shit related. Oh lawd. Instead of letting our day...
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Anonymous asked: Hope your relationship with him would last forever :>
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Anonymous asked: What is the most common causes of your arguments with him?
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Anonymous asked: You look so cute together.. :3
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Anonymous asked: ate, can you make a cover of yeng's pag-ibig? <3