Donna Louise. 15 years old. Qatar based. Wanderer. Frustrated artist, singer and shutter clicker. Timelessly in love with a frog.
Warning: This blog contains random thingamabobs that may either irk some of its viewers or cause disinterest. /
I’ve been crying since the last dance part of prom, which was between 11PM-12AM. I still continued to cry until I fell asleep at 3AM. Then when I woke up at 10AM, I started crying again until now, 9PM. So, I’ve been crying for 11 hours already.
I have swollen bloodshot eyes and they continue to swell. But they aren’t dry yet, apparently. Amazing, isn’t it? Oh, these super eyes of mine.
Anyways, why have I been crying for so long? I feel like the worst girlfriend, friend, daughter, sister and human in the whole world. Or in the whole universe rather. I only give problems to the people I love. I only push them away. I am Disappointment disguised as a human kid. I’ve done nothing but disappoint, frustrate and make them hate me. I’ve done nothing but hurt them and shit. I am undeserving of their love and trust in me. All I do is blame them when I am the actual problem. I am the one who always does things wrongly. I am the masterpiece of shit… of bullshit.
